day to day

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:50:43 GMT

the photo i just posted is proof that flickr is fuckin awesome.
thanks.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:41:01 GMT

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:06:18 GMT

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:12:02 GMT

holy shit i JUST got a FLiCKr Yesterday andddd i have a SHIT TON of comments already wow.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 04:03:02 GMT

times like these are when a man realizes that everything is going to be alright.
Looks like Im leaving in December.
im going to miss this place.
and im going to miss the people more than I think they realize.
My life has been so good here.
But My future is out there.
With a paintbrush and camera.
i think Of my ma, and my father.
I think about my best friend.
I remember the crazy shit i've done.
all the stupid shit i got myself into.
and i grin.
But i have leaned to far into the fort myers sun.
I have become complacent here.
There is nothing that will help my future here.
Im a pretty social person.
so i should be alright.
I have had so much time to think about all of this.
SO MUCH FUCKING TIME.
and every time.
all i want to do.
is get in my car.
forget everything i had before me.
and start new.
Im not good at this.
Im not.
Putting the way i feel into words has never been me.
Thats why im an artist.
I just hope it carries me to my dreams.
Ill be alone for a very long time.
and I like that.
I would love to be just. alone.
I am ok with that.
Ill make it big.
just watch.
I got more than most.
I know that much.

-Cameron M. Boyle

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 03:48:09 GMT

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 18:20:13 GMT

my fourth was kinda nuts. kinda odd. but in the long run, was fuckin' awesome.
oh and fuck SD peacock knows who that is.. hes a dick. but i already think he knows that.
hes going nowhere in life and is a waist of life.
get hit by a truck.
photos of bruce jumping in fireworks soon.

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 17:32:23 GMT

this is a photo of me.
with the new camera im about to get

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 00:36:20 GMT

alright Photobucket is now stupid as fuck
what uploading site is the best?
flickr?

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 17:44:16 GMT

helllllooooo fashion shot.

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 17:36:49 GMT

barrrel distortion anyone?
just wait for the new lens
14-24 glory

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 17:31:16 GMT

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 10:06:52 GMT

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 09:53:53 GMT

one more is out of the happiness of me getting my PHoTos back.
yes at 5:45 AM...i know...i dont sleep

mayyybe one more
but its just cause im pretty ssure its the best kissy face in town.

good morning night.

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 09:13:26 GMT

omgomgomgogmogmogmgomgomgogmogmog
I GOT MY PICTURES BACK! Siodjfgidsngnsdintwe
im soooo happpppy!
i cant even think straight!

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 09:05:42 GMT

its not 452 in the morning and I've been painting for a good solid 2 hours.
there is no Time, no Time for Sleep.
all that matters is getting my art out of me.
All That matters is capturing ice cold to fiery fragments in time.
All that matters is showing what I'm feeling and what i want to convey
There is nothing better than wiping your eyes clear of sweat and realizing your so immersed in the ... push, the urging feeling I receive, it flows threw me like a beat, like a metronome like a soft melody. To a beat to the brush.
like a pitch to the stroke .
like a hue to the tempo
and a renegade feeling of breaking down the barriers that hold me back during the day.
Anything that happens.
My art will fix.
Any ache. any pain.
like a drug the feeling takes over.
it turns my blues to reds and my blacks to whites.
I dance when i paint.
for a reason.
Because when I'm going to express myself. its not going to involve my hands alone.no.
it will involve my legs, hips and shoulders and the pitch of my head.
and thats what makes real art.
the real good stuff.
the stuff that is beyond a beautiful painting.
its something that when you look at it.
YOU KNOW.
that there is more than just paint.
there's a reason. an energy to that painting thats not like the rest....

and now. i take a nap.
just so i can wake up and start fuckin' painting again.

(plus, like peacock says, Cameron's got fucking rhythm in his bones, the guy is always fuckin' dancing."

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 08:16:08 GMT

haha I always laugh when i see this photo
haha

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 07:51:56 GMT

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 07:21:32 GMT

whoa whoa whoa Photo bucket, way to fuck with my colors?
i have to MUTEEE the colors cause Photobucket them is ultra saturating it

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 06:44:12 GMT

one more for the night

oh and a fix, the last post i posted this photo, and it for some reason looked really bad? color wise

heres the fixed one?

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 06:40:41 GMT

Shoot ONe.

Shoot Two.

more on the way.

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 04:52:18 GMT

wow i had a great day tell i drove home tonight.
wow.
im not in a good mood.
and i dont think anything can change that right now.

this is so odd.
im rarely ever THIS mad.
New photos of Coley Soon.
like in 10 min.

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 06:09:34 GMT

Dude, fuck today.
today blew hardy ass whole.
I give the fuck up on trying to even understand some girls fuckin' thought processes.

Look I know im no Fuckin' Model or nothing, I know im a pale lanky skinny guy.
but am i really that fuckin' ugly? really?
Im a confident guy, thats not the problem.
its the fact the girls dont have any fuckin' manners or tact.
and tend to fuckin' think that by insulting me to my face and calling me ugly, that for SOME reason?
i wont get pissed.

wow.
awesome.

well dinner with coley and her friend was sweet
and the dress up was funny haha
shoot tomorrow.

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 23:13:15 GMT

right now, i wish i had someone to just lay with me and listen to the the rain.

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 22:41:22 GMT