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day to day
Jul. 6th, 2008
04:11 pm
holy shit i JUST got a FLiCKr Yesterday andddd i have a SHIT TON of comments already wow.
Jul. 5th, 2008
11:52 pm
times like these are when a man realizes that everything is going to be alright.
Looks like Im leaving in December.
im going to miss this place.
and im going to miss the people more than I think they realize.
My life has been so good here.
But My future is out there.
With a paintbrush and camera.
i think Of my ma, and my father.
I think about my best friend.
I remember the crazy shit i've done.
all the stupid shit i got myself into.
and i grin.
But i have leaned to far into the fort myers sun.
I have become complacent here.
There is nothing that will help my future here.
Im a pretty social person.
so i should be alright.
I have had so much time to think about all of this.
SO MUCH FUCKING TIME.
and every time.
all i want to do.
is get in my car.
forget everything i had before me.
and start new.
Im not good at this.
Im not.
Putting the way i feel into words has never been me.
Thats why im an artist.
I just hope it carries me to my dreams.
Ill be alone for a very long time.
and I like that.
I would love to be just. alone.
I am ok with that.
Ill make it big.
just watch.
I got more than most.
I know that much.
-Cameron M. Boyle
02:20 pm
my fourth was kinda nuts. kinda odd. but in the long run, was fuckin' awesome.
oh and fuck SD peacock knows who that is.. hes a dick. but i already think he knows that.
hes going nowhere in life and is a waist of life.
get hit by a truck.
photos of bruce jumping in fireworks soon.
Jul. 1st, 2008
08:35 pm
alright Photobucket is now stupid as fuck
what uploading site is the best?
flickr?
05:47 am
one more is out of the happiness of me getting my PHoTos back.
yes at 5:45 AM...i know...i dont sleep
mayyybe one more
but its just cause im pretty ssure its the best kissy face in town.
good morning night.
05:12 am
omgomgomgogmogmogmgomgomgogmogmog
I GOT MY PICTURES BACK! Siodjfgidsngnsdintwe
im soooo happpppy!
i cant even think straight!
04:52 am
its not 452 in the morning and I've been painting for a good solid 2 hours.
there is no Time, no Time for Sleep.
all that matters is getting my art out of me.
All That matters is capturing ice cold to fiery fragments in time.
All that matters is showing what I'm feeling and what i want to convey
There is nothing better than wiping your eyes clear of sweat and realizing your so immersed in the ... push, the urging feeling I receive, it flows threw me like a beat, like a metronome like a soft melody. To a beat to the brush.
like a pitch to the stroke .
like a hue to the tempo
and a renegade feeling of breaking down the barriers that hold me back during the day.
Anything that happens.
My art will fix.
Any ache. any pain.
like a drug the feeling takes over.
it turns my blues to reds and my blacks to whites.
I dance when i paint.
for a reason.
Because when I'm going to express myself. its not going to involve my hands alone.no.
it will involve my legs, hips and shoulders and the pitch of my head.
and thats what makes real art.
the real good stuff.
the stuff that is beyond a beautiful painting.
its something that when you look at it.
YOU KNOW.
that there is more than just paint.
there's a reason. an energy to that painting thats not like the rest....
and now. i take a nap.
just so i can wake up and start fuckin' painting again.
(plus, like peacock says, Cameron's got fucking rhythm in his bones, the guy is always fuckin' dancing."
03:20 am
whoa whoa whoa Photo bucket, way to fuck with my colors?
i have to MUTEEE the colors cause Photobucket them is ultra saturating it
02:44 am
one more for the night
oh and a fix, the last post i posted this photo, and it for some reason looked really bad? color wise
heres the fixed one?
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