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day to day
Jul. 13th, 2009
11:29 am
The funeral went great, thanks for everyones support, I was suprised I was even able to get up and speak about my mom at the podium. I miss her so much. She was my half of our family , me and my dad are clooose but my mother just undersood more what to say to me, me being A little more ... Of a bleeding heart? Sigh ... This sucks
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Jul. 11th, 2009
08:26 am
Today is the day of my mothers funeral. 2PM Shikany's Funeral Home in Bonita springs FL. Open invite
Jul. 6th, 2009
Jun. 29th, 2009
10:16 am
so, my mother passsed away yesterday.
im taking it alot easier than my brother and his wife
and MUCH easier than my father who was with her for 36 years.
My mother was one reallllly tough cookie.
I love you so much mom.
Jun. 26th, 2009
10:22 am - bones bones bones :) tell me what you think
I did these for the Anthropological Lab's new Bone room at FGCU. VERY interesting stories behind allll of these. 
Jun. 25th, 2009
Jun. 23rd, 2009
Jun. 22nd, 2009
11:57 pm
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
AHAHAH
can things get anymore RIDICULOUSLY bad?
hahah i mean knock on wood
but DAMN!
all I can do is laugh
ive been laughing for hours.
its just so fucking unbelievable.
Jun. 19th, 2009
Jun. 16th, 2009
Jun. 14th, 2009
08:05 pm
I have a really hard time coping with all of this.
My mind is a cluster fuck.
my eyes are burning.
my hands are shaking.
its hard to think of my life without my mother.
PS. to the person who thinks that its a good idea to comment on my LJ about how I used my MOTHERS CONDITION as a cry for attention.
seriously.
with everything in my body.
FUCK YOU.
you deserve to die.
you are pathetic enough to come on my journal.
and harass me about my MOTHER?
and on top of that. ANONYMOUSLY?
if you have the gaul to say it. Show your face.
your a sick fucking person.
Jun. 13th, 2009
09:15 pm
I have a horrid feeling my mother is hiding the truth of her condition from us. I really need someone to talk to...
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06:04 am
I am Really determined to learn more french. im so hit or miss with understanding it. But i have a talented tongue. So i think i can pull it off :P!
04:31 am - HOLY SHIT SOMEONE JUST END HER ALREADY
http://www.hulu.com/watch/77421/nbc-tod
Jun. 12th, 2009
03:01 am
everything huts.
everything.
my hands are cracking from the work.
and my mind might break.
Im going to have fun tomorrow.
even if it kills me.
Jun. 11th, 2009
Jun. 8th, 2009
05:11 am
Wow, woke up looked at my reflection it's deft one if those " I look like shit " days oh well, everyone feels ugly sometimes. Yay for set design meetings !
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Jun. 3rd, 2009
05:55 am
I love my loft.
I love chi town.
i really do.
NYC next week ...
ugh
so much travel. i love
but its so lonely.....
Whitney, im coming to your apt soon, and i have a surprise for you.
I promise ill make up all this cat and mouse we have been playing.
Ill make it up to you..
please just understand that my life is so fucking far above what im used to right now.
Im really having a hard time coping.
you are a very close to my heat person in my life.
i hope your not angry with me.
you are one of the people i love most !
04:40 am
is it so hard just to get some fucking off time? really? I work 60-70 hours a week!?
really?!
god this better be worth it.
UGH!
im so frustrated.
i really really just need a drink and its 5 AM.... really?
that cant be good.
then again, my schedule is much different than most people.
High end Iranian male model flying in for a big shoot today.
wish me luck.
i have a good feeling about this shoot.
PS....
i sometimes DESPISE that i am a red head.
i feel like a freak.
why is it that alot of people think red haired people are freaky?
I was told today bye 3 women that red heads are freaky and weird looking.
thanks ass wholes.
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